I am Me.

when i wake up every morning, and take a glimpse in the mirror.. i see no perfect eye... mine is unbalanced folds between the left and right and so with the eyebrows. i see no perfect lips.. there is little wound in left corner of my lips... i see no perfect nose.. but i no need to do a nose job afterall.. and then... skin... hohoho... another imperfection i found, bigger pore near the T area, trace of acne in nose... i don't get it why it always choose my nose.. haha... for the entire appearing of this start-to-be a woman is still gleaming within imperfection.


i grow up in low self of esteem. imagine it self. be tall and skinny at that time isn't pretty. with a brown skin colour to exposed under the sun when i go out to play around make sibling start to call me "si hitam manis". and it still added with unorderly structure of teeth. having me to wore that platinum little square in every teeth in suffering with sprues. my mum keep say a short hair i'll be prettier. and i do like it, energetic young me love short hair :)

bigger in every year -in all af part of my bodies- growing solid bosom be an embarassing moment, i never walk upright because i think lot of people looking 'it' afterall i think it's to big for my skinny body... this is my time start to learn about my body, to love each every part, to lookout in every little thing I called treatment as i realize what the mean of "pretty". there are no spa or beauty care time in salon. it'll be enough to clean and tidy looks.

and i get attention that i need as a blooming girl, when i start to like boys it be an important thing to get :) haha...


i am me, i won't change for anyone...